Posted by 4WD on August 20, 2005, at 22:51:12
In reply to Re: Remeron blocks SSRI side effects, posted by linkadge on August 20, 2005, at 0:28:12
> I'd try it, but I really just don't care anymore.
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But I care. And Ed cares. And Scott cares. And Phillipa cares. And about a hundred other people on this board care. I know you can't feel it emotionally but can you think it intellectually that you are too young to give up? That there are still options and that getting better might be in the future? Maybe even the really near future? Is is possible you are going through a particularly bad time, one so bad that it seems like it's always been this way and will always be this way? I've felt that way so many times in the past and when I get like that I can't find it in myself to believe it will or could ever possibly get better. Or even if it could, that I just wasn't willing to wait for it.But please try to be willing to wait. Something has kept you holding on this long. There is something in you that doesn't want to give up or you wouldn't still be on this board, trying to help other people. You wouldn't still be considering possibilities and reading here. There is still hope even if you can't feel it right now. I am praying for you that even if you can't feel hope, you will believe that other people feel it for you and that maybe that will be enough to let you hang on and keep trying. And I will be praying for you to feel better. To get well. It can happen, Linkadge. But not if you check out. Is there anyone you can cry to? I mean someone you can just open up to and tell them how bad you feel and just cry and let it all out with complete abandon? If you don't have anyone like that you can do it with me. You can babblemail me. I will listen and not try to fix you or get all smarmy and sunshiny optimistic. Sometimes it has helped me just to let it all go.
If there is anything I can do, I will. You can call me collect and I will listen as long as you want to talk.Marsha
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