Posted by Sebastian on July 10, 2005, at 12:11:10
In reply to not bipolar, just psychotic lol, posted by alienatari on July 5, 2005, at 6:52:57
I've been psychotic since '97. What would you like to know?
I've never cut my self on purpose. But I did some other stuf not directly on purpose, I felt like I could not control what I was doing. And I knew what would hapen before I did it. Like standing up too quicly in the shower and hitting the spiket or falling over. This is what I did when I was not on medication. Taking zyprexa got me out of all that stuff, I took 10 mg for 7 years and now I'm switching to geodon which works almost as well. I didn't like the weight gain on zyprexa, even though I could control it, it was just difficult. Also I used to think the TV was talking to me, I still get this some times even on medication or I here voices that I think are around me but not sure it can be posible to hear that. Its like people who are talking about me, so that I just can barely hear. I don't like it, but not convinced its true. My diagnosis is schitzo-affective disorder. I used to be a drug induced psychosis, from all the pot I used to smoke. I've never tried to kill myself, I just used to worry that some one would try to kill me.(I was blamed by some locals in a death.)(for real) I have lots of anxiety problems. My psychotic episodes were always when I did not take my medication. I would stop taking it for months at a time.
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