Posted by Maxime on June 23, 2005, at 17:34:25
In reply to Re: Down and out ... Now just overwhelmed » Maxime, posted by Phillipa on June 22, 2005, at 23:03:15
Thank you Phillipa. I am not feeling good. However I am a high functioning depressive. My pdoc even said so. At one point he wanted to do a case study on me. So now the challenge is to keep up the act under stressful conditions. I've done it before. I know it's not healthy ... but what other choice do I have?
Nope, my mom will be staying behind. Actually, it's going to help me a lot to be away from her. That might help depression somewhat. We get along better when are miles between us! LOL! Sadly, I am leaving my dog. This is going to be hard. But there are reasons for this decisions. Still, she is my therapist and I am going to miss her terribly.
I'm still crashing from the Dexedrine so I am looking forward to Tuesday when I can try the Provigil. The dexedrine makes things better during day but worse at night. I have even been self injuring (ashamed).
Maxime
> Congratulations Maxie! I knew you would get the job. And you kept telling me that you really didn't feel good. Well, you must put on a pretty good act! I know what you mean about moving and getting new docs and all. Right now Greg and I are looking at doing the same thing. There are no jobs here. What about your Mother? Will she go with you? Congratulations to you Congratulations to you! Fondly, Phillipa
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