Posted by 4WD on June 6, 2005, at 0:22:35
In reply to Re: Down again, posted by Maxime on June 6, 2005, at 0:01:17
> *sob* I've had enough of this sh*t.
>
> MaximeMaxime,
Don't give up. Please. I don't have any med suggestions, I know you've tried so many things. Maybe it would help to know that three weeks ago, I was crawling around in my living room floor, crying and screaming at the ceiling "God, make it stop, make it stop, please make it stop!" And whle I'm not great now, I'm better, much better, most days.
Here's what I did. I marked a date on my calendar for six months from now. On that day, I will reassess. If I was no better by then, I gave myself permission to quit fighting and if I still wanted to die, then I could. But for right now, I'm not going to give up.
Several people on this board have said they were having a very rough time the last few days. Maybe it's the moon or something. Maybe you'll be better in a couple of days. Please hang on.
Marsha
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