Posted by Spriggy on June 1, 2005, at 20:29:10
This is so strange. I'm not depressed, I haven't been in many months.
I feel "almost" normal again until I remember how I "used" to feel and I almost freak my mind out so much that I can almost create those same feelings.
it's hard to describe. If I could just "forget" about those horrible 3-4 months of misery I was in mentally, I think I'd be fine. But it's the memory of it that is almost causing me to "go back there."
Does anyone have a clue what I'm trying to say??
I feel like my brain is either in a brain fog or on high alert, but i can't find that medium again.
Blah, blah, blah..
Somebody make sense of what I'm attempting to say. LOL
poster:Spriggy
thread:506542
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