such calmness........

Posted by woolav on April 27, 2005, at 20:16:48

It seems I am getting closer to the edge.....
I cut myself tonight and instead of crying, it was such a sense of calmness. I am afraid now. I have never done that before. But my life is falling apart and it seems like thats the path i want to take. I hate (HATE) having to hurt those who do care about me..(not to many) and I know its selfish, but I think its what has been meant to be for me for a very long time.....we'll see what happens next...
S

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such calmness........ woolav 4/27/05
Re: such calmness........ » woolav Phillipa 4/27/05
Please! D minor 4/27/05
Re: such calmness........ tom_traubert 4/27/05
Are you OK? D minor 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? medhed 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? woolav 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? » woolav medhed 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? D minor 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? » D minor medhed 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? I think I will be woolav 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? D minor 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? » medhed Phillipa 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? » D minor medhed 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? » medhed Phillipa 4/28/05
Re: such calmness........ » tom_traubert vivi 4/28/05
Re: Are you OK? I think I will be » woolav partlycloudy 4/29/05

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