Posted by Maxime on April 7, 2005, at 19:50:05
In reply to Re: I'm never going to feel better, am I ? » Maxime, posted by Racer on April 7, 2005, at 13:09:55
Thanks Racer. I have been trying to take in more food. It's scary because I am so scared of it becoming a full blown binge. And of course my weight has gone up!! My weight doesn't need to go up. I'm not joking and my mind is not distorted on this one. My weight is on the high end of normal. I am sure my problem with my thyroid aren't helping.
Sigh.
Maxi
> Maxime, honey, you know that that next life won't be better if you leave this one before you've learned what it's supposed to teach you. That's the way it's supposed to work.
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> As for feeling better, I guess it's one of those things: I can see things that I think would make you feel much better, but it's a matter of perspective. For one thing, though, I think that you'd feel a hell of a lot better if you felt you could trust your doctors to hear you, trust that they valued you enough to break a sweat in your behalf. I think you'd feel a hell of a lot better if you didn't feel so alone, so unsupported. I think you'd feel better if you weren't so overwhelmed right now.
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> Of course, it's a hell of a lot easier for a doctor to throw a pill at you and then blame you if it's not the miracle cure for what ails you.
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> I agree with Craig, though -- I don't think you're really ready to give up, because I can hear a spark of life that just doesn't want to leave you.
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> And, much as I know you don't want to hear this, working on the ED would help you a lot. Much as I hate to admit this, since I stopped trying to avoid meeting my meal plan, I have started to feel better. (And I strongly recommend Yukon Gold potatoes for refeeding. They may not be any better than any other variety, but they sure do taste good!)
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> I wish you peace, Maxi. And feel free to babblemail me if you think I can help.
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