Posted by Maxime on April 6, 2005, at 22:00:21
In reply to Re: I'm never going to feel better, am I ?, posted by Spriggy on April 6, 2005, at 21:25:50
Hi Spriggy.
I am 3000 miles away from Washington State. Montreal is above New York State and Vermont. But your offer is so kind and I appreciate the thought.
I have never felt or believed that I am the victim or that God is punishing me or that I have been singled out of the masses to suffer because I know there is so much suffering out there in the world. I have been the victim of bad treatment in hospitals.
Yup, I have been on Seroquel. I used to call it Sero-Kill because it knocked me out. But I had to stop taking it because I started to lactate. I can't take any anti-psychotics. Abilify might be the exception but it's not available in "Oh Canada!", eh.
Maxi
Hey you! I know Seroquel is helping you but don't forget to see an endo ASAP. Your hyperthyroidism is nothing to mess around with. You are at risk for a heart attack.
Maxi
> maxime,
> How far away are you from Washington state? I'm only 4 hours drive to vancouver.
> Is there any way you could make it there so I could bring you down here for some help? I would really and truly do my best to get you in here for some help.
>
> When I was in the deepest depression of my life (the black hole or pit I call it), I remember the BIGGEST thought I had (WHICH IS A LIE BY THE WAY) is " I will never get past this and feel normal again."
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> That thought plagued my mind day and night, night and day. It is a lie Maxime.
>
> YOU WILL GET BETTER. You know why I believe that? because I truly believe God has a plan and purpose for you and it's not just to make you suffer.
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> I am praying so hard that either God will direct you to the right doctor/medicine or He will divinely heal you miraculously.
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> Either way, I am standing in the gap in prayer for you- you are sooo on my heart.
>
> Ps. have you tried Seroquel?
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