Posted by Spriggy on March 25, 2005, at 17:21:16
In reply to Re: Racing thoughts, posted by ed_uk on March 25, 2005, at 13:29:37
Well, as much as I HATE to admit it, that link sounded like they had written about me.
My anxiety is a very horrific internal restlessness that makes me feel like I'm going to explode on the inside. It's like my insides are doing jumping jacks..
I cycle from that horrible phase of anxiety to depression to feeling kind of normal and this seems to be happening more and more and more often.
The problem at this point is that they are thinking I have diabetes (yet they still haven't figured out WHICH kind) and that I might have a hyperthyroid thing going on to. So not only am I dealnig with this horrible on going anxiety, but also some annoying physical symptoms from who knows what just yet;diabetes or thyroid??
Hopefully this Lamictal will help me becuase today has been a very,very,very hard day. I woke up feeling normal and within 2 hours felt that overwhelming depression again, and now I sit here shaking ALL over with that horrible restless anxiety that makes me want to jumpt out of a window.
I am to the point that I am tempted to tell my doctor, " Figure out WHAT is wrong with me or stick me in the hospital so someone else can."
I need to pray harder and see if God can settle me down. I haven't given Him a chance today.
poster:Spriggy
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