Posted by Spriggy on March 1, 2005, at 20:20:30
In reply to Re: DO you all feel................? and, posted by crazychickuk on March 1, 2005, at 20:06:24
Yes, I know exactly how you feel.
You feel like you are "floating" or like you have a high fever? Just a weird, dream, bizarre like state.
It sounds like you have anxiety with some depersonalization. I've had both and you describe my symptoms to a tee.
Obviously, there is some depression as well- they all seem to go hand in hand.
I think the weird feeling is probably the most disturbing (at least for me) because you feel soooo weird and so foreign to even yourself.
It's misery and a mental torment that people can't comprehend unless they've felt it.
It's almost like being in a completely dark room where you can see a window far, far away with lights and people moving around in the world. You can remember once being out there (outside of the dark room) and remember being "normal" but now, you are so far away from of it, you have no idea how to get back there.
Then of course, your biggest fear is that this feeling will not ever leave and you will feel this way forever..
You wonder if you are going insane and think that death might make all this go away.
Is that how you feel?
Because of it is, then please know you are not alone.
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