Posted by crazychickuk on March 1, 2005, at 20:01:52
Kind of weird please read let me explain how i feel.. plse read sry long i know but plse read and reply if you can..
When i go into shops etc my head feels kind of dizzy feels like i am gonna pass out, and when i am cuing i want to just leave and i feel the counteer is taken her time serving me not purposly but cus shes so slow etc and i feel weird panicky ???.. get me?
All the time the world seems dark and dim even when its light?
I am looking more into things lately, cant really explain what cus i can not seem to hold a thought or understand a thought.
I am mellow yet worried if you get me.. i dont care about anything that happens around me much.. i dread changes though..
Things are frightening me, someone knocks on the door, frightens me, fone rings frightens me, get an email sometimes my hrt is racing .. certain tv programms/films frighten me, i can not watch horrors anymore cus i fear thats gonna happen to me like..
am i in a dream? well i dunno cus today my broadband went down i rang my isp and hung up cus i thought whats the point?
I see an occupational therapist, goto mind with group of fellow anxiety/depression sufferers NO MEDS as i have had bad experiences with them and physc told me to not go on anymore give myself a yr? its been 6-7 mnths now med free after 2 yrs on 30mg remeron.. and ive suffered ever since.. think i had some sort of a mental break down not sure..
i am unable to focus on whats wrong with me.. i think i may be in some kind of a trance, nothing is happening around me, i dont feel nothing.
do you know what i mean? i can not express myself to ppl cus all i get is you need to go out more.. BUT i go out more now than i used to and i was never like this before.. wat gives?
sry for being so long plse help..
thankyou
poster:crazychickuk
thread:465176
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