Posted by Sebastian on October 27, 2004, at 20:34:56
In reply to AP+stress unveiled weird tendancies, posted by lostforwards on October 27, 2004, at 20:05:32
They were killing your feelings. That what AP's do, you feel dead. I had no emotion when on AP's, when I came off them all my emotions would flood, and this bacame anoying after awhile. Because you may function better in the world with the AP. On the other hand will experience all your emotions and probably will not be able to do anything else. Like when I don't take the AP, I hide in the house and my mind goes wild, I get trubling and after awhile anoying thoughts. Taking the AP, I function better, pushing all those thoughts away, I admit I will absorb less from conversation, and a little less social, but I have moments where it can seem ok. You do get use to the AP after awhile. I used to think I could go with out it after a while of taking it, and then I would end up in the hospital.
Which AP do you take? I take zyprexa 10 mg.
My guess is you have the same diagnosis as me: scitzoaffective disorder. Dulusional thoughts with psychotic features and depression. Doctors don't like to give a diagnosis, because you will feel a lable. Plus diagnosises can change frequently, or they are just hard to define as one thing or anouther.
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