Posted by crazychickuk on October 7, 2004, at 16:43:19
O man its been like 8 weeks since stopping remeron (after 2 yrs)then starting dothiapen and stopping that (on it for a week) about 2 weeks after stopping remeron cold tukey cus of med type change and 1 weeks after stopping dothiapen i came down with a serious illness... aching, brain zaps, feeling dreadfully unreal worse ever case i am so scared, my eyes r there but dont feel connected, its not me in the mirror, i am twitching all over as if i am gonna have a seizure or something i then came down with serious case of the flu, just getting over the flu now, i am now getting brain zaps, when i am thinking about something can be anything and concentrating i get a zap in my brain just like you would if you were really ill or cumming of effexor ... its been like 2 mnths now i feel terrible, doctor said its withdrawl it will subside and has been offering me other meds saying i have brain imbalance or some bollox.. :-( i dont wanna be on meds again any more enough is enough... i am severly depressed cus of this way i am feeling i feel terrible and i am sure you guys know what i mean.. i just dont feel at all reall, i feel i am going crazy, i am having bad dreams like the other night i dreamt that my mum and daughter died in a canal near a chip shop and i wanted to die but couldnt kill myself cus i wouldnt go to the same place as them wtf.. i dunt get it.. ffs i am so scared, i dont feel real at all i am agitated, anxious, depressed, brain zaps, confused, cant be bothered to do nowt, its not ME, i havent been manic for ages (overly anxious) cus i just aint had no energy i am aching all over and my legs r twitchy..
And noooooo i dont want no more meds.. BUT plse tell me this will go away plse plse...
thanks again guys ((hugs))
poster:crazychickuk
thread:400081
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