Posted by robz on August 13, 2004, at 19:49:49
In reply to SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!, posted by RWF on August 13, 2004, at 18:14:50
Hey...I sent you a long post...It is titled "You are going to be ok" For some reason it didnt go under your post...Please read it I think it may help...
robyn> Please somebody...anybody...help me:
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> I am 26 years old, Married with two children. Lately I have been having serious thoughts of hurting myself in order to make the anxiousness and pain go away. I am living in a constant fright for no reason whatsoever.
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> I start to feel like time is flying and not slowing down enough for me to enjoy it. What am I to do?
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> I have scary thoughts of hurting others even though I know that I am not capable of hurting a fly. The harder I try to suppress the images...the more they hover over my mind.
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> I have been on Effexor XR but it never helped. I am addicted to Ativan, no thanks to my P-Doc, and now he wants me to try Seroquel to "ease the anxiety!"
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> Will anything work? I am too scared to try the Seroquel because of how I felt with Remeron...Sedated, agitated, and depressed.
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> Why do they prescribe these dangerous drugs if none of them help?
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> I just want to run and hide and never come out of my shell anymore...I am scared to death to go to work, go outside, or go to a friends. I am avoiding public places and situations. I have no where to turn.
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> I cannot be hospitalized. I cannot let everyone know that I am a neurotic freak instead of a cool, calm, and collected guy. This should never of happened to me.
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> I see no light at the end of this tunnel and am scared to death to do anything that "might" help me treat this problem.
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> I am afraid that the Seroquel will make me hallucinate or just outright sedate me to the point that I will not know who I am or what I am doing.
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> I just can't do this anymore.
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> I know that all of you who use this message board are here for a reason, and if any of you have been helped by these medications...please help me.
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> I just want to be able to read to my son, and enjoy life, but I can't. And I don't know why.
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> Why am I depressed? Why am I the one to burden this annoyance and overbearing beast?
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> I am constantly feeling guilty...I am constantly feeling and thinking of this terror that has taken over my thought process and way of life.
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> My wife will sooner leave me if I have to be hospitalized or lose my job. I will lose the respect of my colleagues as well as my employees and will forever be dubbed "crazy" if they ever find out.
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> Somebody help...what can I do?
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> RWF
> Fulp96@yahoo.com
poster:robz
thread:377353
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