Posted by becksA on July 30, 2004, at 12:42:41
I have a pdoc meeting on monday...Currently I am on 2mg Xanax XR twice daily plus 15mg Dexadrine Spansules twice daily.
Firstly I want to up my Xanax XR dosage. I feel about 75% and believe 3 would probably be pretty close to perfect in that regard. However if you've been reading my previous posts at all, my social anxiety such as being around strangers, or many people at any given time has been greatly reduced, but I still struggle with what I've called "happy anxiety". When things stay relatively calm and business like, I feel great. However when things loosen up and peopple start laughing, goofing around and just making jokes...especially with me, my anxiety shoots way up and I feel it hardcore, sometimes unable to smile. So suggestions on thatt would be appreciated.
This could be related to my other question I'm going to bring up, I'm not sure if it's depression or a very unstable mood. For example, a girl tells me she'll call me one night, I don't get a call, I freak out, get really depressed, think she doesnt like me anymore, and I feel awful, and she could call the next day and just say she fell asleep or something that simple, and I will feel fine. Today I locked my keys in my car and I was late getting to work on a very important day and I started to freak again, stress levels through the roof...so I'm basically on a constant emotional rollercoaster, which leads me to believe I should try some sort of mood stabalizer in addition to the Xanax?
PLEASE any suggestions would be very very appreciated.. Thanks so much.
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