Posted by Dinah on May 10, 2004, at 16:40:49
In reply to Preparing - I don't want to, but part of me is., posted by SLS on May 10, 2004, at 11:23:38
Scott, you know as well as anyone the insidious messages that depression sends. They sound sooo convincing. And somehow our minds lose access to anything that counteracts the thoughts. Depression is a very clever enemy.
But you also know that depression lies.
I don't pretend to be knowledgeable about medications, but I know there are tons and tons of options out there. Ones that belong on the medication board and "alternatives" as well. I also know that there are other methods to supplement the medications. Therapy, eastern philosophical practices. I'm not saying they're enough on their own, but they can be part of an overall cocktail.
Moreover, suicide is a serious decision that shouldn't be made while you're anywhere near a medication change. You yourself say you're on an emotional roller coaster. Medications, and especially changes in medications, can do odd things to feelings and thoughts and judgement.
Scott, lots of people on this board value you and care about what happens to you. I'm sure there are many people off this board who feel the same way. You are too good a person for anyone to give up on - including yourself. Please don't give up on yourself.
Please tell your pdoc how you're feeling - total honesty, no holding back. Print the post out if you need to. He's not going to be able to help you adequately if he doesn't know exactly what's going on.
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