Posted by Syther401 on November 29, 2003, at 14:30:30
In reply to scared basicly, need support of my dear friends :(, posted by crazychickuk on November 29, 2003, at 11:16:35
I basically had something similar to what you have about 9 months ago. I was smoking a lot of cannabis and became super paranoid and anxious. It didnt wear off after I stopped smoking and I basically thought i was going insane. I frequenlty lost touch with reality and my self esteem dropped like you wouldnt belive. I was so convinced something was wrong with me i was creating the problems quicker than I could deal with them. I also thought had a brain tumor or at the vry least, that something had chemically changed in my head. I would spend hours on the intente looking at all sorts of mental disorders and imagining i had the symtoms of them.
I was feeling pains in my skull and all sorts but I pulled through (to a degree). The problem for me was loss of hope and a complete lack of faith in myself. I felt very desperate indeed and some mornings i honestly thought i was going to flip. I can fully understand your need for reassurance and I hope you get better.
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