Posted by crazychickuk on November 18, 2003, at 14:40:40
In reply to mdma brain damage are you suffering too?, posted by jamesn on November 18, 2003, at 10:12:36
I have just emailed you... But to make sure you get it here is a copy of my email..
Hello, the phrase ''brain damaged'' is a little dramatic lol.. i just want to let you know that you are not alone, i to suffered unlimited anxiety since being on heavy drugs especially mdma i actually took 3 in one go from just half and thats when it all started a little anxiety started firstly but i was still able to do other drugs such as my normal heroin (non junkie i smoked it) pot and the odd bit of base (amphetamine) didnt touch pills again as my freind was unfortunate and died from taking 10 yes 10 he did it on purpose though as he also took 10 parecetomol same time and died right there infrount of me and a few freinds.. that wasnt a cause of my anxiety though i started to feel a little anxious before that but nothing bad just slight paranoia.. when i had my daughter within few mnths i was bk on track with my life just smoked pot on the odd occasion and drank.. i was suffering abit from depression and was given effexor which so much helped me except i took 5 times my normal dose to be high as all my freinds were pilling and i wanted that feeling so i took 5 times my dose of effexor and thats when i had my first panick attack mid december 2000 GUTTED.. i stopped effexor cold turkey i couldnt stand pot, i couldnt stand anything that made me feel weird including alcohol and i couldnt be around my freinds anymore, i actually had to move to be alone... every ssri and snri have sent me to MANIC trylics sends me into a panick, i am now on remeron (mirtazipine, zispin) 30 mg been doing fine on it for 5 mnths now, only med i can tolerate except the weight gain... :( but i am working on that as i feel i may beable to help myself if i loose some weight.. :) i am also female and i am 23 now... plse get bk to me.. maybe we can swap any info we may find..
Take care
Donna
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