Posted by linkadge on August 10, 2003, at 21:15:08
ever since my manic symptoms began to show themselves, I have not been seeing things properly. Things like paper, and white eggs that I know should appear white are a pale yellow or red.
Does anyone else have these symptoms. Perhaps the cheep fish oil I was taking was full of mercury or something.
I personally don't think I have bipolar disorder. I have some of the classic symptoms like mind racing but other problems I have make no sense like.
- Distorted vision color changes from brilliant
bright colors to dull faded and grey within
hours. (my mood remains the same through all
of this)- Distorted perceptions. Cars look like faces.
Objects shrink and grow; look very real, then
not real at all.- Distorted perceptions of own looks. Within a
few hours I will look weak and scronny, then I
think I will look muscular. I've recognized
this.- Ballance problems. Sensation of being pushed
from behind. Feeling heavy then light.- Body taking controll of me. As if my legs are
moving me without my controll even.- Suicidal then extremely normal all within
a few hours.- Feel it all happening within my head. Evey time my mood changes, or vision changes, then it's like the pressure changes in various parts of my head. Like when I'm verry irritable, there is a strong pressure in the back of my head.
But you must understand, that beneath all of this, it is like I am still the same. I mean that all of this is happeneing like a movie or television show. I don't believe it at all, and I know it's just my mind. I don't feel bipolar because it's like this is all happeneing to me, that I am not initiating it.
Is there any way this could be a symptom of somthing else.
I just turned 20, and the doctors don't seem to listen to the other symptoms.
Has anyone had any of the above symptoms. ??
THanks
Linkadge
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