Posted by Dragonslayer on March 19, 2003, at 9:16:34
In reply to Re: Back to ya, dragonslayer, posted by falconman on March 19, 2003, at 8:43:42
I'm really sorry things are tough for you right now. I'm really having a pretty good day, I'm proud to report. I do hear your description of your findings when you're out. Mine are really phyical. I can talk to about anyone and don't tend to have the running of the movie in my head. Mine is : I'll just feel *bad*, not comfortable, achy, muscle tension, etc.. no more heart pounding anymore, did have that for a while at first - kinda a vague yucky feeling. The accompanying emotion now is more pissed off and irritable I feel that way. Actually, I beleive it that's a step forward. The intial stuff was just plan terror and COULD NOT think as the anxiety was just taking over. I'm actaully better when I go on errands alone. I don't require that safe person or places really. Driving doesn't bother me and new places are getting better to handle - slight apprehension, not too bad. I have come a long way, really. I hope you can come to the place where you are feeling like ya wanta. I enjoy talking with you. Do what is right for you - only you know how you feel.
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