Posted by Mr Cushing on November 7, 2002, at 22:05:18
In reply to Re: November 7, Personal Update, posted by Krysti on November 7, 2002, at 20:58:11
I really think Ambien or any other "sleeping pill" will be a VERY bad move for me. For one, in the past I've done and enjoyed pretty much every drug other than sticking a needle in my arm. Taking a drug that will knock me right out would be kind of cool. Plus, imagine what I could sell them for per pill to cokeheads if it's that powerful.See... not good for me, not even good to enter my head lol...
Clonazepam works well enough for me to help me sleep, it takes a while, but it's alright. Besides, if I only use it before bed and not to just knock me out cold, then it should stop the racing thoughts before bed.
What's the craziest thing I've ever done? I can't answer that one... there's simply too many. I think I might have said this before, but I was living with my Mom for like 2 years before she died. That was when I was 15. Her live-in bf, this stupid ape, took off on her and left just me and her, with her getting to sick to work and the Government not wanting to give us money for her medication. So, I went out and got the money... Use your imagination here to figure out how I came up with like $5,000 a week for 6 months when I was 15 and wasn't really eligible for a whole lot of jobs.
I don't know... I've seen people killed in front of me twice. Once was in a drive-by in front of a club where some friends of mine were opening up for Lords of the Underground (a hiphop group). Another time was when some junkie slit another junkies throat with a piece of broken glass in a place where I really shouldn't have been. That's pretty crazy.
The first time I smoked weed I was 11, the first time I saw a gun I was 13. I didn't slow down or really attend school till I was 19. I always stuck around one school for the year since I could easily make $500 a day through people there. Since I was there for the full year, I'd always wind up getting some joke credits with added up over the 7 years that I went to high school lol...
First time I held $100,000 in my hands, I was 18. God, I remember that, my Dad walking into the house and seeing me, 2 of my buddies, and my brother with money piled EVERYWHERE in the room.
I slowed down when I was 20 and went to College and stuff, eventually managed to get a very good education and distanced myself from that life. But, I did live it for a VERY long time. Most of my friends from back then are either dead, strung out on drugs (like the walking dead), or in jail. That's kind of why when some of my friends that made it out of the city come back like once or twice a year it's such a celebration.
I know I made some bad choices in my life, but I've also made a lot of good ones. I've had a number of people tell me so far that i've changed their lives, or sometimes saved their lives.
I'm broke now completely but I had fun while it lasted, and already, I've got 2 College Diplomas, I'm a CPIM, and I'm more than ready to make some legal money. That much in 24 years, not bad, huh?
Oh well, story time is over lol... I would LOVE to see Seinfeld live, like I said. I've seen just about every episode a few times at least.
Ummmm, I don't know, if I was thinking straight back then I'd probably be able to write down an amazing book right now or something cool. I have like 9 years of those memories in my head somewhere.
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