Posted by dee on January 16, 2002, at 8:50:33
In reply to How depressed are YOU?, posted by spike4848 on January 14, 2002, at 19:29:53
Spike I know how you feel, just wanted to let you know. My life has been out of control for years.I can't pinpoint when It started but I have been in denial. I have gotten to the point where I hide my mistakes so others can't find out what I did, because I seem to forget and mess up everything.
A cupple years ago I had my second son, and during the whole pregancy I was depressed, I can not remember being pregant or his whole first year at home. It is like a blur, this confuses my family they think it is a lie. But I dont understand my self, this is why I am working toward getting answers or at least changing my life around. Do you know what the last straw was for me? I was driving down the road and could not remember the past 5 miles or so, if I stopped at stop signs or anything(Scarry). But also having such a deep depression final hit me full blow, and thinking I cant face it to make it right. How stupid, I have two wonderful sons and a good life. So here I am taking meds and seeing a phyc. some people think I am crazy but I just know I need to get better.
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