Posted by Lexie on August 8, 2001, at 21:25:36
In reply to Re: Topamax Experiences?, posted by Lexie on January 19, 2001, at 20:11:02
Hello All
Well, the recent post led me to get the E-Mail notifification that brought me back here yet once again. I have bad news. I am suffering. At 5'9" tall I am now 110 pounds and caught up in the most seductive fights for my life called "Anorexia", brought on I believe in part from the topamax. I got caught up at first in the "Appearance" part of it, wanted to look good again after all the weight I had gained on the AD's, now it is just a "CONTROL" issue, I can control everything that goes into my mouth. I can't control all of these crappy things going on around me but I can control the number on the scale. I don't have my ex-husband to control me so I will control this. My marriage was the "problem" and the "eating disorder" is the symptom to the problem. Everyone is pulling me every which direction and I feel like if I just don't eat "poof", I will just disintigrate! And then there will not be anything left for anyone. Keep in Touch everyone, Lexie (the one running from the feeding tube)
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