Posted by Dubya on April 16, 2001, at 22:10:38
Hi, I have been diagnosed with depression (dysthymia, anxiety disorder, Obssessive-compulsive). Well my question is, I have been suffering for most of my life as far back as I can remember, even at age 10. I some how managed to annoy people (and still do) unintentionally and I get picked on because I am an easy target. Now, I am 20yrs old, I am wondering if I am just stupid or am like this because of a mental illness. I've never done drugs, I've taken one puff out of a cigarette which I didn't even inhale. I drink 4-6 bottles of beer a month at most. Anyways, I can't meet deadlines, I feel like a failure. I HOPE NOBODY ELSE FEELS the SAME WAY I DO because it really SUCKS. However, if anybody can relate, please please do reply. Basically, I always feel stupid and inferior. I try to avoid ppl as much as possible. I never had a girlfriend at all, perhaps a classmate who chills with me once in a while. I always feel left out. Heck, I don't even care about myself anymore. I mean I would take 100mg of my AD instead of 30, if there would be a severe side effect, so be it.
poster:Dubya
thread:60131
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