Posted by yona on July 27, 2000, at 6:14:18
In reply to Re: serzone, manic (not yet at least), posted by jzp on July 26, 2000, at 21:34:12
well a few more notes from me on the serzone thang. after the throwing up and dizziness went away, and then the manic thang going away i am now feeling a bit scared because life has become very surreal. i don't quite know how to describe this feeling... but last night i asked a friend of mine to babysit me for a few days because i keep thinking that i am going to do something totally out of the ordinary and no one else will notice. i too recently broke it off with a loved one. she was the person i had been interacting with most in life and whom i thought knew me best in a certain way. then all of a sudden this whole new world opens up (perceptually) and i have no one (that) familiar with me to 'bounce off of'... it just makes me feel as if i am losing my grounding... that somehow i will completely abandon where it was i was going and begin to become someone else. anyways, it would be most helpful if someone out there had some comments. when i went on paxil it really didn't seem to be that difficult. ie: though i felt much better i still had familiarity with myself. now doing the serzone it feels like i am taking a drug to alter my chemistry and the side effect is i have such an odd and new personality i am not sure if it's me.
hope your break up goes well. that you start a new life and that it makes you happy. yo
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