Posted by shar on July 20, 2000, at 0:21:36
A while back I posted that I was let go at my job. That was rough and a real blow to the self-esteem. I worked for the state and have 18 years in, so really want to get in my 20 for retirement purposes.
Since having no job I have felt like a crummy worm that nobody wants, and it is hard as hell for me to feel confident about going to an interview.
I have an interview for a state job tomorrow (Thursday) at 2:00 Central Time. That would be 3:00 in Boston, and noon (I think) in LosAngeles.
I AM TOTALLY ANXIOUS! MY ANXIETY CUP RUNNETH OVER!!
If ya'll could say a little prayer for me I would really appreciate it. I am praying that (well, first God's will be done), that I can think clearly, speak coherently, and don't come off looking like an idiot.
Since I've gained weight (groan) very few of my clothes fit, so I spent tonight rummaging around for the really loose ones. They will just have to do. Also it is like 102 degrees F here, and I am one big Effexor-sweat ball by the time I find a parking place downtown and waddle my way to the building. So I will go early and try to cool down. I may have to take a fan with me. ("Excuse me, sir, is there a plug nearby for my fan?")
GUYS DON'T READ THIS PARAGRAPH. Also I have hot flashes when I get stressed, and SURPRISE started my period tonight after not having one for months! That means really horrible cramps. I have vicodin, but it makes me pretty woozy. Happier than usual, though; I'm sure they would appreciate my slurred "witticisms" during the interview.
Oh, well. Please pray (or do what you do) for me. I will really appreciate it.
Many thanks,
Shar
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