Posted by CarolAnn on April 9, 2000, at 11:16:40
In reply to Re: cryin' again, posted by harry b. on April 7, 2000, at 22:21:02
Harry, I am so sorry that I haven't been reading this thread. I've been too caught up in my own petty little problems to take the time. Shame on me!!!
I want you to know that I have been exactly where you are, even with regard to the shotgun(it's from my husband's hunting days). I actually got to the point where I was not only mentally writing suicide notes, but had even planned that I would use the shotgun in the shower stall, so that the mess would be easier for "whoever" to clean up!
It's hard when you know that you need someone to talk to, but there just isn't anyone. But you can come here, and if you want I will set up a specific time to "meet" you here and we can talk back and forth(I think it should work by using the refresh thing). One other thing, no matter how low you go, try to remember that depression is not about "you" personally. You are a valuable human being, who just happens to have a brain glitch. When I start to sink, instead of attacking myself for being like this, I just keep thinking over and over, "it's just a brain glitch, it's just a brain glitch". My soul is sending comfort to your soul, I hope you feel it soon. CarolAnn
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