Posted by AprilA. on April 8, 2000, at 19:13:39
In reply to cryin' again, posted by harry b. on April 7, 2000, at 20:25:28
> Hey guys, I really don't need any advice or anything. I
> know the drill: go to the ER or see my doc asap.
>
> It's just that I'm really losing patience with
> everything. With myself, with my doc & therapist, with
> life.
>
> It's to the point again that I want to say "F*ck it"
> and eat my 12 gauge.
>
> At my day treatment, all the patients who entered the program
> when I did are now long gone. Back to their real lives.
> My schedule has been changed from full days to half days
> but I can't even get my butt out of bed to be there every
> day.
>
> I'm just plain old tired of it.Hi Harry- I don't have any advice or anything much to offer. I am thinking of you and hoping you made it through the day. I know you're tired but do please hold on a little longer.
I'm not going to lecture you , but you know Noa is right about getting rid of the gun. And if you can't do that, get out of your house and away from it.
I really don't know what to say but I always like seeing lots of yellow flags on the board even when I don't read them so I guess I'll post this anyway. What you're going through is real and painful and I can tell you're exhausted but don't let go yet. Hope you'll post soon and let everyone how you are.
Good good wishes,AprilA.
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