Posted by R. Judith Vincent on February 28, 2000, at 18:32:43
In reply to In a dark, dark, dark place. Help!, posted by Dee on August 22, 1999, at 20:17:35
> I am today going up to 200 mg Serzone, and coincidentally an old, triggering relationship visited my life, & refuses to leave my head.
> I have been walking around by myself for three hours, taking the train home I started crying... All I could think about is that i must survive until I come home to my computer and can just cry out for help! I just don't know how to go on to next second, not to talk about that I will have to be there tomorrow, next month and all my life ... And I just cannot , can not...
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> I am just so tired and I am asking why me! why is it that I have to go through this thing over and over and over and over... I can handle it, I will come out of it but then it will come again and again.
> And there is nowhere I can go and nothing I can do and no one I can turn to...
> I used to, when things got overwhelming, pack a bag and move to another place... I've moved over sixty times in twenty years, and I am tired of even that... I keep saying to myself that If I stay this time, and follow up with treatment and stuff it wil eventually get better, but today I have no faith in nothing... I feel like I was being eaten alive...
> Is there anyone who can help me...
Dee, I am a psychotherapist and I can help you. Please email me. I would be happy to talk with you anytime.
Judith
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