Posted by allisonm on April 12, 2007, at 8:48:18
In reply to Just thought I'd try to see if anyone answers, posted by Kath on April 8, 2007, at 17:34:42
Just passed my 9th anniversary for therapy and meds. I am very fortunate to have had health insurance all this time and to be able to pay for what insurance didn't. I don't think I would be here otherwise.
So I'm still here. Not feeling great. Sad most of the time. Can't sleep through the night. I worry a lot about everything. The holidays were awful, sad and lonely. It doesn't seem to matter where I work, it's always hellish. I would do better if I didn't have a boss but I don't see that happening and continuing to earn money.
Meds only help to a point. Therapy is good for venting and feeling better about current conundrums but I am not seeing any real changes. I am in a rut and don't think I will get out of it. Bad weather makes everything worse. Next month I start a different kind of therapy with horses. I don't have a lot of hope about it and I worry that it will make me feel worse.
Sorry. In the last few months it hasn't felt worth the effort to talk about it because it doesn't feel like anything is going to get better.
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