Posted by NikkiT2 on August 13, 2004, at 15:05:41
I've had a really bad day. Most of it spent in tears. All I want this evening is a hug and some understanding.
Do I get. Not a hope. I have had long, angry lectures from just about the moment he came home. I hadn;t done as many chores as I said I would. The £50,000 my mum is paying off our mortgage isn't good enough (he wants it in his hand) and because I don't have all the information about it (I have asked mum, but she doesn't have it yet) I am being talked to angrily. There was a country in the Olym[ic opening ceremony I'd never heard of, so I'm told how stupid I am.
Why tonight?? Why does he have to choose tonight??
I had the joy of my cervical cone biopsy this morning. Started out OK.. with the doc telling me my cervix looks nice and healthy. Then he asks if my cervix always bleeds when touched (like, how am I meant to see my own cervix huh??!), and said that was worrying. He then told me my cervix is rather small, and this would cause problems with carrying a baby to term. And that said cervix is at a strange angle which could cause problems with conception.
So, all in all, I feel rather sh***y today.
And I get such great support. Not even my mum has phoned to see how I got on.
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Nikki
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