Posted by Rach on July 8, 2003, at 5:15:37
In reply to Scared and alone..., posted by Racer on July 8, 2003, at 2:25:51
I know we haven't really 'spoken' a lot to each other, but I needed to reply with something because nobody else has seen this yet.
I have no capacity to understand what it is you are going through, but I do know that overwhelming need to get away from it all, to be absent from the hell that is your own life. I am so sorry that you are feeling this. I know that anything I say is probably beside the point and everything that you already know, but I think you are worth the effort in trying to find something meaningful and helpful to say.
Don't do it. You are special. Your horses are a testament to that. Animals instinctively know those people who are worthwhile. Please, just hang in for a little longer. There are people, even on the other side of the world, who are sending you their best hopes and who wish they could be sitting beside you, arms around you, patting your back, smoothing your hair, and telling you 'It's going to be alright.'
Take care honey.
poster:Rach
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