Posted by Heidi on October 7, 1999, at 9:12:12
In reply to Kel darling, I don't like her either..., posted by Janice on October 6, 1999, at 22:30:27
A few months ago I finally realized I didn't like the way i had become. I was miserable and negative and cynical and was pushing people away more than I ever had before. Work was totally stressfull and I would regret all the comments I made and feel guilty for the way I was acting. Someone told me that I was "always in a bad mood", I tended to blame my boss for alot of my misery and would say horrible things about her, and then feel totally guilty for everything. That isn't me. I'm usually a fun person with lots of friends and a great disposition. I think that's depression. Or dysthymia. In reality, you might just really not like that person, or you might actually have depression. I had to look long and hard at my symptoms, which I realized were around for much longer than I wanted to admit, but anyways. I went to see my doc and now I'm trying meds. We'll see what happens. I don't know if I'm making any sense at all, but that's my story, hope it helps!
poster:Heidi
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