Posted by Kel on October 6, 1999, at 20:55:25
I was diagnosed with Major Depression and although I have classic/clinical, I also have a situation at work that I don't understand why I all of the sudden feel this way. (I'll do my best to describe-sometimes I have a hard time expressing what I feel) There is a gal I've worked with for a few years and she has done some things in the past that were uncalled for, but not that horrific. We had a good working relationship and were friends at work. She had her title changed and does project and authoritative attitude. Although I had no problem tolerating her "ego" before, I now absolutely cannot stand anything about her. I find myself wishing bad things happen to her i.e., she would disappear from the face of the earth. I never felt this way about anyone and am usually a forgiving person. I am also finding that I am trying to turn others against her by letting them know about "her other side". I don't understand these feelings, I don't like these feelings and often feel bad for having them.
I feel like I'm going nuts! I always feel that she is trying to undermine me for her own personal gain, I'm very skeptical of her and often question what her intentions are and I am very suspicious. Even though some of my feelings are justified-I feel like this is going too far. Help!
poster:Kel
thread:12670
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