Posted by Janice on October 4, 1999, at 22:26:56
In reply to Re: Noa, did you get out of the house this week-end..., posted by Noa on October 3, 1999, at 17:07:42
hi Noa, at this point, I can't stop fighting. I am more than fine with having to take medication for the rest of my life. One thing i do notice is that it is very hard to somehow not feel responsible for it (the mental illnesses). As educated as I am, I know how to think about all this, but emotionally, I still somehow, somewhere inside myself feel responsible for it all; like somehow this is my fault, it must involve me having a faulty moral character or something. I think this could be what I believe on some level.
Buying clothes is a great sign, Noa! this would mean for me, I am feeling fine. Sorry about your stomach. It must take alot of courage to accept that it may come back again. I hope science can find us all a cure for this within the next couple of decades. Janice
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