Posted by wondering on July 6, 1999, at 9:19:18
In reply to Re: Judy, what that meant was..., posted by Racer on July 5, 1999, at 23:49:21
Racer!
Although I do believe that you are suffering mightily, some things
don't make sense about your situation. You state that you can't afford
the usual therapist fees (even when scaled), yet you mention owning a
horse. I have friends who own them and they are a bigger bottomless money
drain than a boat, even when completely healthy. Also, you have just referred
to your mom coming over to your apartment - living (I infer) alone, again from
previous messages. Plus your cat, etc. leads one to believe that you must
a)work, or b)have some other source of income (inheritance, etc.).
Racer, are YOU being as honest with YOURSELF as you could be? The previous
message from Judy was similar to a reality check I got from a doc when he also
said (essentialy) "Stop screwing around - decide to get better!"
Racer, you CAN move mountains - everybody here is pulling for you. But NO ONE
can make it work but YOU. My secret when things get SO bad that I have considered
ending it is: I don't want anybody going through my stuff afterwards! Because then
THEY'RE the winners. Just think about it. YOU can do it!
poster:wondering
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