Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated...

Posted by Racer on May 15, 1999, at 23:08:08

I don't know what triggered this, but suddenly I realized that I had nothing I wanted to live for. Nothing. It's not anything like the usual, not despondant, but suddenly too tired to deal with the problems and wanting just to get it over with.
I'm still on Effexor XR, 112.5 per day, and it's still got me kinda sunny, but inside I just don't want to go on.
Anyone else experience this? Am I really suicidal? I am considering it, since the financial problems are just overwhelming. I can't even afford to eat properly. (Part of this is due, I'm sure, to the loss of weight I've experienced. I'm about 15 - 20 pounds underweight now, and losing. Anorexia is starting to come back, too, and it makes me too tired to fight anymore.)
So, any advice? Anything?
Thanks.

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Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... Racer 5/15/99
Re: Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... Chris A. 5/16/99
Re: Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... Phil 5/16/99
Re: Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... Judy 5/16/99
Re: Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... v 5/17/99
Re: Suddenly suicidal, scared, and still medicated... Messy 5/17/99
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