Posted by alan on January 10, 1999, at 23:03:09
In reply to needhelp, posted by Rosalind Fiala on January 10, 1999, at 15:35:46
> I have tried suicide before and woke up in a state hospital where I was very afraid of the other patients, so I found myself saying whatever I had to to get out of there and did'nt get any help, now I'm finding myself at thatplace in my life again where I am afraid to go on living, and feel like crying all the time for no specific reason, I cant hold a job for more than three months at a time without getting fired and am very insecure I am 40 years old and have nothing to look forward to I have no family and no income. why should I be alive? I find myself wondering all the time, But I do believe in God and I wonder if i will burn in hell for eternity or if it's all just something they say to keep you here and suffering in this world.
I must be very brief; plese,excuse me for that. I just want you to know that almost all hospitals have facilities for patients who very depressed and frightened and such, but not 'crazy" or 'scary'. If you really in very bad shape--here you are the expert; altho your post ceertainly frightened me--PLEASE get tto the emergency room of your nearest hospital. If transport is a great problem call them and ask for help. Federal law requires them to help whether or not you can guarantee payment. Please e-mail me back, or use the ng, altho I won't see it until tomoro afternoon. Try to feel God's presence; it is there with you, as it is for all of us, tho I admit wonder at the fact. alan, who has been there
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