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Posted by beautiful_mind on January 30, 2003, at 1:20:26
I went to the cafe tonight to type at my computer and found it very difficult. When I entered the cafe it was mostly crowded and the line in front was short. A man stood behind me and sung a tune to the music in the cafe and was disturbing which I think might be one reason I was very hard to get in the groove of things. I am bothered by people when they stand too close. He and "his" family were standing there in this way. It bothers me, when I can't control my moods and I feel almost in fear of the man and situation. This is the same cafe I was thrown out of when the manager saw me drawing with pastels and blowing the dust a little too close to his dish he was carrying. Unfortunately I had an emotional breakdown at home after he reported the situation to the cops because I argued with the idiot! I had seen him in the last few excursions but there he was tonight giving me a hard line stare at the register, anyway I went to the hospital in the mental ward for the second time in my lifetime since my illnese approxiamately 12 years ago. The hospital experience lasted 2 weeks, I sometimes feel a need to blame the situation at the cafe a night ago during last year when this manager "caused" my ultimate breakdown and hospitalization. Tonight I was disturbed being diagnosis with Schizo-affective disorder depressive type and I am seeing a doctor once a week whom is very helpful and the meds have stablized me since the hospital I'm taking Risperidal, Prozac, and Depakote. I left the cafe a little earlier tonight. I don't know why. Except that when a girl asked to sit next to me I found it more uncomfortable with the lessening of space, at the counter. I am depressed tonight, but looking forward to a sleep for the morning ahead. I was typing a creative story I started last night into my computer at the cafe where I was. I am new here to this website.
Posted by tina on January 30, 2003, at 9:43:50
In reply to Cafe tonight, posted by beautiful_mind on January 30, 2003, at 1:20:26
Welcome. I know how you feel about crowds and people being too close. I've always hated that.
I have terrible anxiety most of the time though so the crowd itself would have been enough for me to stay out of the cafe entirely. You're brave to go in and stay for any length of time.
anyway, welcome and I hope you find friends here.
tina
Posted by justyourlaugh on January 30, 2003, at 15:16:25
In reply to Re: Cafe tonight, posted by tina on January 30, 2003, at 9:43:50
tina,
it is so nice to see your name again.
jyl
Posted by tina on January 31, 2003, at 9:53:24
In reply to Re: Cafe tonight » tina, posted by justyourlaugh on January 30, 2003, at 15:16:25
I was wondering if anyone noticed. Thanks for noticing. I needed that. Feeling very very unwanted these days.
I hope life is passable for you.
t
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