Psycho-Babble Writing Thread 848916

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Why do I need you so badly?

Posted by WaterSapphire on August 29, 2008, at 3:04:42

Why do I need you so badly sometimes
Why does it not go away
Beyond a normal craving
Like an addiction that picks its own day

If it were all the time, it might be understandable
If I could blame it all on my mind
Or trying to feed my depression
With an element so easy to find

Yet, I fear it seems to be something else
But I doubt myself in this as it seems
You come to me like a thief in the night
You haunt me as you dance in my dreams

Once I have you I am sated
Better than love making ever has filled
Any need that I had for such pleasure
For that I was always strong willed

Not YOU! Oh no, you must bug me
When you decide to hit me without any warning
I never can tell when you will strike me again
Be it even so early on in the morning

It is the guilt afterwards like I've done something wrong
Because of one person's cruel insinuation
And now I am here constantly doubting myself
While feeling I have a strange infatuation

But I had you, and now I feel better
It does not matter what package you are in
Please help me be justified why I need you so badly
So I don't feel as if I've committed a sin

((((WaterSapphire))))

Posted by susan47 on August 29, 2008, at 13:29:23

In reply to Why do I need you so badly?, posted by WaterSapphire on August 29, 2008, at 3:04:42

OMG, I could feel the slap and see your head snap, it was horrible. Like I was there.
But I wasn't.
There, and not there.
Seeing and feeling but not believing.
It's not your sin.
It's a sin, there is sin. There was sin.
But it isn't yours.
You're lovely, and beautiful.
Wonderful and wondrous, remember that.

Re: ((((WaterSapphire))))

Posted by WaterSapphire on August 29, 2008, at 15:59:36

In reply to ((((WaterSapphire)))), posted by susan47 on August 29, 2008, at 13:29:23

Thank you Susan, I needed that.
Sometimes, I think I mentally beat myself up.
I try not too...
So hard...

HUGS

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