Posted by WaterSapphire on August 29, 2008, at 3:04:42
Why do I need you so badly sometimes
Why does it not go away
Beyond a normal craving
Like an addiction that picks its own dayIf it were all the time, it might be understandable
If I could blame it all on my mind
Or trying to feed my depression
With an element so easy to findYet, I fear it seems to be something else
But I doubt myself in this as it seems
You come to me like a thief in the night
You haunt me as you dance in my dreamsOnce I have you I am sated
Better than love making ever has filled
Any need that I had for such pleasure
For that I was always strong willedNot YOU! Oh no, you must bug me
When you decide to hit me without any warning
I never can tell when you will strike me again
Be it even so early on in the morningIt is the guilt afterwards like I've done something wrong
Because of one person's cruel insinuation
And now I am here constantly doubting myself
While feeling I have a strange infatuationBut I had you, and now I feel better
It does not matter what package you are in
Please help me be justified why I need you so badly
So I don't feel as if I've committed a sin
poster:WaterSapphire
thread:848916
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20080605/msgs/848916.html