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Posted by susan47 on December 25, 2007, at 20:26:48
Because I have no other options left anymore, because this is the only thing I am allowed, without appearing such a fool, such an idiot, for letting it all hang out. This is where I will do so. Now I have my forum, now I have my reason for living this minute.
The orange chakra .. you ignited mine. Yes, You did, and I'm so sorry you hated every minute of it, I'm so sorry I dragged it out into something you had to reject, had to reject and look at with such detachment, cutting off more than just one of us, cutting down the patient even as you cut yourself off from your own vital life force, with the force of your mind, a mind gone ballistic with the need to deny what was coming up for you and squashing me flat in the process, squashing me and I was fighting to breathe, fighting to maintain my own life force which you were draining away with your deaf ear.
God, how I wish I could penetrate your heart, your brain, your soul with the understanding that I am not the enemy, that I was and am not crazy, that I am sane and thinking and whole, Whole, in spite of everything, all the death force you hurled at me. I hurled it right back, and maybe at times I even created it myself, maybe I was more than a mirror, maybe I was nothing, maybe I am nothing, not even like a grain of sand in your shoe anymore.
How lovely for you.
The orange chakra, I need to talk about this, because it supplies energy for sexuality, reproduction, the enjoyment of life, and the physical attraction in relationships. It is also one of the areas where guilt is hidden and is the main locatiohn of the shadow self.
Darling.
*ssh*l*.
Do you understahd? Now, the *ssh*l* is where the red chakra is.
Let's talk about that next time.
Posted by susan47 on December 27, 2007, at 11:01:42
In reply to I need this, because I need to do this, that's why, posted by susan47 on December 25, 2007, at 20:26:48
Sick little pussy coward.
Posted by susan47 on December 28, 2007, at 19:08:46
In reply to I need this, because I need to do this, that's why, posted by susan47 on December 25, 2007, at 20:26:48
all the chakras affect each other, if one is spinning differently, if there is blocked energy, it affects all the others and so it goes.. the red chakra is below the orange, it is the root chakra ... it would take an exceptionally enlightened psychologist to understand these things, to be able to work with them, to know them about himself ... and his patients' selves ... these doctors don't grow on trees, and the System squashes most of them flat, anyway .. because a lot of psychologists and psychiatrists, well .. we all know the rumours, we all know the perceptions, and sometimes they're just true, and Good for Them. Good for them, using patients' time and money to better understand the world, to try and work out their own stuff, to satisfy their own desire for Status. That is the truth, that is why most of them do it. Look at dear old Dr. Bob, do you think he does this for us? Hah, give him enough of a hard time, darling, and you will see the lawyers buzzing out of the woodwork.
No, that may not be true. Some people are genuinely motivated by a desire to help .. unless and until their own boats are rocked too much. It's not as altruistic as it all seems. Most of it is illusion. See what they do with the money they cull from you and I. Watch. Learn.
Okay, so .. enough ranting. The red chakra.P.S. I don't care what you think.
Posted by susan47 on March 4, 2008, at 19:30:24
In reply to The Red Chakra, funny how they're all tied in, posted by susan47 on December 28, 2007, at 19:08:46
It's not only psych-doctors, either, it's so many doctors, the ones that look the best, walk the tallest, spend the most time and money on themselves, I hate to say i know the type, well .. you would just not believe what hope they will hold out to a patient, what money they will cull and what they will do for it .. and how they justify this all to themselves, and the flying here and there, to and fro, on a whim, it seems .. the environment? What's that? And those who profess to truly care will still live the life of greed and cunning they choose, and will actually feel truly justified in doing so. And the patients keep coming, and bringing the cheques, credit cards, even cash, even that amount in cold, hard cash. It's frightening. And one day, I may be one of those old people, holding out her hard-earned and saved pension money, in the name of hope, though truly I am so sick I have only weeks or days left to live. And this doctor will gladly inject this drug for me, because I have this hope, you see.
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