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Posted by James K on July 11, 2006, at 12:58:16
So I'd been out of the bin for several weeks. Economics plus modern America equals Me back here. Where I started.
Like always, I started making plans to cut back the meds. Have some drinks. See if the feel good part was back yet.
There was a place I could go and talk to people. People like me. Where people like me. A place where people like me like me. I got scared to go. They knew too much. When the room got rearranged and the cable was too short, the computer never got put back together.
Got a job. Just cutting the grass here at the complex. Didn't think you'd need too much qualifications to push a lawnmower. I like to do things the hard way. I figure I can get away doing things the hard way if I'm cheap and work hard.
Someone didn't like it. It's hard having secrets when you live in a gated community and ambulances show up at your door. I guess she figured it's okay to have me live here, but pushing a lawnmower in the Texas summer was just the last straw.
So I'm back in the house. Plugged in the computer. See the old place I used to go.
I wonder what happens next.
Posted by ClearSkies on July 12, 2006, at 6:56:10
In reply to Back In the House, posted by James K on July 11, 2006, at 12:58:16
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> I wonder what happens next.Maybe you'll see a rerun. Maybe you'll decide to go back on medications and stop drinking for good. Maybe you'll change the outcome by changing what you do...
There are lots of possibilities.
Posted by james K on July 13, 2006, at 0:01:19
In reply to Re: Back In the House, posted by ClearSkies on July 12, 2006, at 6:56:10
I do want to change up the script this time. I've taken the hurt of being attacked in a way out of line way better than I could have predicted. tomorrow I don't have to drink - nothing in the house right now. Had one self injury lapse, bad result, came out of the blue, but I'm not in that total state of mind.
I wanted someone perhaps to say what you said. Thank you ClearSkies.
Posted by Declan on July 27, 2006, at 14:50:38
In reply to Thanks » ClearSkies, posted by james K on July 13, 2006, at 0:01:19
It's always good to hear you, James.
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