Posted by James K on July 11, 2006, at 12:58:16
So I'd been out of the bin for several weeks. Economics plus modern America equals Me back here. Where I started.
Like always, I started making plans to cut back the meds. Have some drinks. See if the feel good part was back yet.
There was a place I could go and talk to people. People like me. Where people like me. A place where people like me like me. I got scared to go. They knew too much. When the room got rearranged and the cable was too short, the computer never got put back together.
Got a job. Just cutting the grass here at the complex. Didn't think you'd need too much qualifications to push a lawnmower. I like to do things the hard way. I figure I can get away doing things the hard way if I'm cheap and work hard.
Someone didn't like it. It's hard having secrets when you live in a gated community and ambulances show up at your door. I guess she figured it's okay to have me live here, but pushing a lawnmower in the Texas summer was just the last straw.
So I'm back in the house. Plugged in the computer. See the old place I used to go.
I wonder what happens next.
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