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Posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 13:41:09
Tell me, what is it like? To be found desirable by someone you want too. Do you have morning sex? Morning sex is lovely. Do you reach for her first, or does she reach for you? Does she touch you softly, put your mouth there, gently suck the leathery softness, the essence of You.
Posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 14:03:11
In reply to To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 13:41:09
See? Do you see how I make mistakes? Because the subject matter is fierce, and immediate ...
.Does she touch you softly, put her mouth there, gently suck the leathery softness, the essence of You.
It makes me hot just thinking of it. Someone fortunate enough to have you in her bed .. or not ... there are so many places I have never made love, never been in the passionate throes of sex ... outdoors, on a warm sunny day, in a field of long dry grass, crickets chirping, grasshoppers rubbing .. you and I, rubbing also ... bodies together in ecstasy, forming the perfect union of loving one another, for just this brief moment in time ...
Posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 15:10:32
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 14:03:11
I see the smile, now.
The private little secret smile.
No fear in a few words.
None at all.
How perfectly lovely...and lonely, for some.
But not You.
Your will be done
by this loving woman
who awaits you,
because of who you are,
you see,
you make the house a home.You give this woman
the softness of spirit,
because of your love for her,
you give her the warmth
she lacks alone.This one you are wedded to,
no doubt for life,
she's, soft and hard,
warm and cold ...
needing you So Much.
I can see how much she needs you.You're the whole world,
to this Woman.
I can't imagine anything more awful.
Can you? Perhaps you can.My oh my, the illusions I build.
With this imagination, you'd think I'd be able to write,
wouldn't you?
You'd think well, why doesn't she just Get It Together
and Write,
damn it?Because she can't, that's why.
She doesn't have the stability,
the spirit, or the love
available
without
the hallucination.
Posted by 10derHeart on April 15, 2005, at 23:37:12
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 15:10:32
I can't even breath from the reading of this.
You write so frickin' well it's unreal.
OMG, Susan, this is good.
Posted by damos on April 17, 2005, at 22:09:11
In reply to To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 13:41:09
Lucky I had a fire extinguisher (surely that's not right) handy. In a 12 year drought things burn real easy.
You are one awesome lady Susan, and one h*ll of a writer.
Posted by Susan47 on April 18, 2005, at 13:48:40
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 15:10:32
Oh, dear.
The orchid
swells
a greeting.
Posted by alexandra_k on April 20, 2005, at 4:46:09
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 18, 2005, at 13:48:40
And what would I do without these illusions in my head?
Everyone needs them Susan.
Mostly I think I am not capable of love.
Sustained love.
The warmness and kindness and loving and passion that lasts over time.
I blow hot and cold
Push and pull
I am not niceI don't know
I don't know.
I think it is about needing someone else to feel whole.
Thats the problem.
Because nobody can do that in a sustained fashion.
Just for a time
A brief
Wonderful time
And then the feelings gone
Sometimes it isn't until we get what we think we want that we realise we didn't really want it.
Mmm
Transference
So bittersweet.
And I am raving again.
It is funny Susan
Really really funny
That even when you are writing
That you cannot even write
You are writing so well...
Who is it that said something about paradox making life worthwhile.
Littleone I think.
There is truth to that.
Night night Susan.
Sweet dreams.
Tell us about them tomorrow
:-)
Posted by Susan47 on May 1, 2005, at 21:36:28
In reply to To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on April 15, 2005, at 13:41:09
Okay this is terrible, I'm reading "What Men Want" and at first glance it seems really shallow, but in fact it's got a chapter on sex, fascinating, and reading about giving men oral sex, and them giving it to us, well that's got me thinking about a certain man in particular, and I get extremely aroused, see, and it's delicious, and I think of how he feels in my mouth, the soft skin and the hot hardness, you know, the silky-smooth way the skin moves over the muscle under my mouth, under hands, his hands ... i'm sick, sick with lust. This heat, it's forbidden but allowed. I know how he smells, how he tastes, how his face looks at a certain moment ... this is wonderful. It's incredible, I need this in my life. I want this in my life. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............
Posted by Susan47 on May 2, 2005, at 13:25:55
In reply to Re: To Be Wanted (Sexual, warning), posted by Susan47 on May 1, 2005, at 21:36:28
It's all imaginary. And it's not muscle, it's tissue. Oh, yes. Once again, my mind goes where I cannot. Delicious, sinfully delicious.
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