Psycho-Babble Writing Thread 481102

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At This Moment

Posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 10:26:50

I would send You
a pair of my panties
Oh, yes.

If I could.
I I thought I could
get away with it
I would do that.

And in a couple of days,
when my senses returned,
or even in the next
five seconds,
I may feel like
killing myself
for my manic indiscretion.

Will you Ever,
Ever, ever ever understand?
How this is truly me,
who I am, how I feel,
over the years those feelings
don't change, they haven't,
but the manic behaviours,
the actions others cannot accept
because it makes them feel weird ...

That's just unfortunate.
I have to learn that.
Because I don't want to change.
I like myself.
All the time.
Except when I hate myself.
But that is not me.
That is my shame talking.

Shame talks less, lately.

But Do Not Worry

Posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 10:30:47

In reply to At This Moment, posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 10:26:50

Because I am
beautifully
in control.

May it last ...
I believe it will ...
It has to
Doesn't it.
Because I have no safe place
anymore, I never did
Did I.

You are unable
To be kind
and removed.
Disassociation
is a Miracle.

For All of Us.

From the Outside Looking In

Posted by Susan47 on April 8, 2005, at 14:59:48

In reply to But Do Not Worry, posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 10:30:47

There are very few souls who would understand this. Very few, I believe, who would tolerate my ways. I was blessed with you. Absolutely blessed.

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