Posted by Susan47 on April 7, 2005, at 10:26:50
I would send You
a pair of my panties
Oh, yes.If I could.
I I thought I could
get away with it
I would do that.And in a couple of days,
when my senses returned,
or even in the next
five seconds,
I may feel like
killing myself
for my manic indiscretion.Will you Ever,
Ever, ever ever understand?
How this is truly me,
who I am, how I feel,
over the years those feelings
don't change, they haven't,
but the manic behaviours,
the actions others cannot accept
because it makes them feel weird ...That's just unfortunate.
I have to learn that.
Because I don't want to change.
I like myself.
All the time.
Except when I hate myself.
But that is not me.
That is my shame talking.Shame talks less, lately.
poster:Susan47
thread:481102
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