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Posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
Welcome to your life
Enter the world you made, we're only here for you to do what you want done.
A place where fanacy-becomes reality.
Time has come for you to make astand, you've got to do things your own way.
You think you're drownin' but you'll never sink.
You thought it was gone, but you have enough pain and anger in your brain to last many life times.
Still it grows, and the more that it shows.
Well I don't think I'll make it though another day.
Your brain hurts so much it's startin' to decay, and your livin' in a private HELL.
Why does no one seem to understand that its hard to carry on when all your hope is gone.
Posted by EmmyS on March 20, 2004, at 8:02:36
In reply to Living Punisment, posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
Kelly - That was SO expressive. Very, very intense. Keep writing!
Posted by snapper on March 22, 2004, at 23:55:27
In reply to Re: Living Punisment » kellyr, posted by EmmyS on March 20, 2004, at 8:02:36
KellyR, indeed that was and is an exemplary and expressive interpretation of wht it is to live day in and day out with this MONSTER....... every day I want to throw in the towel and die... But I really don't want to die I just want my head to quit hurting so baaaaaad.. I feel trapped inside myself each and every day...looking At the beauty of what I know life has to offer and It seems just to elude me... if the fog would leave I feel pissed off a lot looking at my neighbors , assuming that they are leading 'normal live' giving and recieving love going on trips and vacations to thier own delight and folly. Pehaps too they suffer and just don't know what it is that they are suffering from. Of course the alternate is that many if not most of the 'other people' I envy and view as 'normal and well adjusted most likely are.It is a private hell I daily curse life and the many things that depression and anxiety have not allowed me to partake in..I don't believe that I have always been this way but seeing the glass as 'half empty' certainly become an engrained part of my very existance...I want out but I dont want to literally die I think you know what I mean. anyhow Very good writing and keep it up !!
Snapper
Posted by firstglazegirl on March 25, 2004, at 11:22:24
In reply to Living Punisment, posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
I thought I was the only one who felt like this, and you did what I could never do, you put my pain into words. Thank you so much! I'm not alone there is someone else out there who fells pain so deep it cuts like a knife, and no one understands.
Posted by noa on April 24, 2004, at 8:51:52
In reply to Living Punisment, posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
>Why does no one seem to understand that its hard to carry on when all your hope is gone.
That is the key--hope.
We need someone else to hold our hope when we've lost it--to hold on to it for us until we can take it back.
Posted by Toph on April 26, 2004, at 11:27:13
In reply to Living Punisment, posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
When you think of it, Kelly, depression is a trap of distortions - an exaggerated viewpoint of how bad, inferior, unattractive, stupid, weak and afraid were view ourselves combined with an exagerated percection of the world filled with smart, beautiful, popular, successful, brave and superior people. While the perceptions are false, the pain they cause us is oh so real. I hope you hang in there until you can discover your true self.
Posted by Ivan Michael on May 5, 2004, at 10:36:46
In reply to Living Punisment, posted by kellyr on March 19, 2004, at 22:07:34
when all hope is gone.......i don't reallie know what hope is. i think that you have captured so perfectlie what so manie of us feel. thankyou for posting this.
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