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Posted by Slavegirl on December 20, 2004, at 18:01:00
Hey there, just wanted to say I'm new here and to thank you all for just being there to listen (read) and be honest with your feelings and what you're taking (or not taking). Much better than lying to a partner or therapist or even friend, knowing they don't FULLY understand....since they've never been where you're at. On Day 9 of Cold Turkey from 4 meds...most stupid thing I've ever done..but I'm over the worst and too late to turn back now....flushed the Effexor, Xanax, Stilnoct (Zolpidem I think...sleeping tab) and Tegretol down the toilet...didn't think about it...was so addicted to the Xanax and Stilnoct...just became so stressed and freaked out and more stressed and didn't want to deal with what I was feeling and got to love the feeling of that wonderful bliss in just sleeping (I battle with Insomnia too...most of my life - I'm 36). My partner was freaked out about the tranqs and sleeping tabs and it's basically for him, and the kids that I'm trying to come clean, although I've always suffered with depression and bipolar disorders for most of my life...so I know that I'll have to deal with that bit later. I see the therapist tomorrow and now have to tell her what I've done....sheer madness. The withdrawals from the Effexor on it's own was sheer hell...never known anything like it and the nightmares were the worst I've ever ever ever had..I even believed in aliens and that's not like me at all...became scared of my own beloved cat. Well...still up....not at my best, body still weak and sore...feel a bit fluish at times, headaches....but trying to get on with it.
Thanks for listening....
SGirl
Posted by justyourlaugh on December 21, 2004, at 13:04:32
In reply to NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Slavegirl on December 20, 2004, at 18:01:00
i have nothing of worth to say...
but i am listening.
welcome aboard.
jyl
Posted by partlycloudy on December 21, 2004, at 13:34:56
In reply to NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Slavegirl on December 20, 2004, at 18:01:00
Hello from me, too. I was on a low dose of xanax (1 mg to 1.5 per day) and felt VERY nasty when I stopped it. The effexor was a breeze compared to that. Amazing how differently we react, huh? Just imagine that your body will be saying "thank you!" soon when you get over your do it yourself detox. Hang in there, and welcome to la-la.... I mean Babble-land.
pc
Posted by ed_uk on December 21, 2004, at 14:35:00
In reply to NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Slavegirl on December 20, 2004, at 18:01:00
Hi,
The main psycho-babble board is much busier than this one. A lot of people discuss withdrawal symptoms on the main board. If you 'cut and past' your post on to the main board you'd probably get lots of replies!
Ed.
Posted by Slavegirl on December 25, 2004, at 18:12:59
In reply to Re: NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by ed_uk on December 21, 2004, at 14:35:00
Truly appreciate this.
SG
Posted by Impermanence on December 31, 2004, at 19:28:25
In reply to NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Slavegirl on December 20, 2004, at 18:01:00
Been there girl, It's tough, lots of hard nights and thats no lie, Xanax is the worst believe it or not, well it depends on how much you were on. Stick with it, it WILL get easier hun and soon you'll be off the crap.
Posted by Slavegirl on January 1, 2005, at 6:17:27
In reply to Re: NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Impermanence on December 31, 2004, at 19:28:25
Thanks for this...hanging in there...and just trying to keep my head (what makes us take the stuff in the first place)...but that craving for 'relaxation' and peace in my mind is just so strong...guess we all know about it.
Have a great New Year (not that I believe in all that stuff)...and thanks for your post.
SG
Posted by Impermanence on January 4, 2005, at 18:36:09
In reply to Re: NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!!, posted by Slavegirl on January 1, 2005, at 6:17:27
No problem hun, you're not alone and I'm thinking of you.
I get the feeling you're a tough cookie. Happy New Year to you too babe, and believe it, it will be. xxx
Posted by germandoctor on July 23, 2006, at 20:39:25
In reply to Re: NEW HERE - COLD TURKEY!!! » Slavegirl, posted by Impermanence on January 4, 2005, at 18:36:09
I am on day 10 of cold turkey withdrawal from alprazolam and amphetamine salts. I wish I would have handled things differently, but it is too late now. Despite the misery, I know that getting off the medication is the best step that I could have taken. I am praying a lot to get me through this ordeal; I believe that this experience will give me the resolve to stay away from any chemical quick fixes and learn to handle my problems in a healthy manner. For those of you who are thinking about getting off your meds, or have already done so, remember that the awful withdrawals will pass and you will be able to live life to the fullest without numbing yourself. I promised myself that after getting clean I will take an active roll in fighting the online/no prescription needed pharmacies that are perpetuating the addiction of regulated medications; I would assume, to many young people who intend to use the drugs recreationally without realizing their potential for physical and psychological addiction. Hopefully, my experience will not be in vain. If I can help prevent even one person from going through this nightmare, it will be worth the effort and risk of being open and forthright about my addiction. I will keep you all in my heart and prayers.
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