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Posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
I never felt this awful, i have to let this out, i feel so bad, i dont repond to posts, i feel something is wrong with me. Why am i like this?
I have been asking myself this over for months
You know..... standing alone and crying with no one hurts so bad.... .. i cant take this.. i am crying and hurts so bad i want something to stop this.
why why.........why? why do i ask myself. I only know that ill....get somewhere.
I have been through so much, going insane, having panic attacks, emotional breaks, i cant take it.
Standing in crowd with people, i used to have to go to the bathroom in school and breakdown in the stalls.
I want this to just go away, im growing up, im having a rough time, i've had rough times many.
Just say a prayer please.
Posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:48:47
In reply to I cant stop crying, tears are coming down, posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
Posted by gardenergirl on January 9, 2006, at 23:50:37
In reply to I cant stop crying, tears are coming down, posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
Hi Matt,
I'm sorry it's so bad right now. I know how painful uncontrollable crying can be.It sounds to me like you're getting more depressed. Can you call your pdoc and tell him what's going on?
(((((Matt)))))
gg
Posted by wildcard on January 10, 2006, at 0:15:59
In reply to I cant stop crying, tears are coming down, posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
matt~you are strong and smart. you will make it through this. i know it hurts but try to relax and just take slow deep breaths to help calm down. take things one at a time and it won't seem so bad. i'm gonna mention you in my prayers tonight. you hang in there...
Posted by Emily Elizabeth on January 10, 2006, at 12:47:24
In reply to I cant stop crying, tears are coming down, posted by rjlockhart on January 9, 2006, at 23:45:59
I'm sorry, Matt. Things seem to be so hard for you right now. Is there something that has set this off? Is it out of the blue? Especially if it is out of the blue, call your pdoc. It might be meds-related.
I think I remember you mentioning a therapist in the past? Do you still see him/her? How often? It sounds like you need (at least) weekly therapy sessions right now. Do you have that or can you get it?
I know that it sometimes feels like you are going crazy, but you are going through some hard times. You can make it through and you can feel better.
Take care,
EE
Posted by rjlockhart on January 10, 2006, at 14:27:08
In reply to Re: I cant stop crying, tears are coming down » rjlockhart, posted by Emily Elizabeth on January 10, 2006, at 12:47:24
I have to go to the doctor about somekind of mood stablizer, these complete pits, to almost mania fluctuate too much.
Thank you, im sorry for being like this.
Matt
Posted by lynn971 on January 10, 2006, at 19:02:32
In reply to Re: I cant stop crying, tears are coming down » rjlockhart, posted by gardenergirl on January 9, 2006, at 23:50:37
I will tell you what my pastor and my good friend tells me all the time. "Don't be so hard on yourself." Matt you are too hard on yourself. Take it easy. You are a smart, handsome young man. You are ok. Quit telling yourself that "you are not like others." Guess what? Your uniqueness is great! You will do great things in life.
((((Matt)))
Posted by Phillipa on January 10, 2006, at 19:29:02
In reply to Re: I cant stop crying, tears are coming down, posted by lynn971 on January 10, 2006, at 19:02:32
Matt, I don't think you ever have tried a mood stablizer. Maybe that would be an option. Hop over to the meds board and ask. Fondly, Phillipa Mom
Posted by Emily Elizabeth on January 10, 2006, at 21:22:43
In reply to Re: i am stable, i feel alot better, posted by rjlockhart on January 10, 2006, at 14:27:08
Matt, you didn't answer my questions? :(
> I have to go to the doctor about somekind of mood stablizer, these complete pits, to almost mania fluctuate too much.
>
> Thank you, im sorry for being like this.
>
> Matt
Posted by rjlockhart on January 12, 2006, at 23:13:09
In reply to Re: I cant stop crying, tears are coming down » rjlockhart, posted by Emily Elizabeth on January 10, 2006, at 12:47:24
Ok, there are alot of things that set this off, being trapped at home, thoughts, fear, what is going to happen? this gets to the point of just breakdown.
Im sorry this post is brief, i've got to go.
But please thank you.
Matt
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